There’s a kind of love that isn’t romance, just repetition.
This one was born in that blurry space between impulse and intention.
It’s not toxic, it’’s just two people praying to the same moment with different fears.
When affection becomes a reflex and honesty feels like a risk, what’s left isn’t indifference, it’s longing dressed as caution.
This isn’t a song about mixed signals.
It’s about two hearts texting in circles, both too scared to say what they actually want.
Because sometimes the only thing ghosting you… is your own fear.
Lyrics
You hit me up like “oye, what you doing?” at 2 a.m.
Acting like you don’t know I’ve been waiting again
You say you miss me, pero siempre con calma
Come close to me, next minute no te llama
You type “don’t catch feelings,” then drop a pic that got me kneeling
You play cute, you play cold
You play both sides like you don’t know
You be like “dónde estás?” knowing you ain’t pulling up
But I still reply, yeah, that’s the stupid part of love
You pull back, I step in
You go ghost, I fall in
You say “slow,” but your eyes say “ven”
Girl, decide it
You pull back, I step in
You go ghost, I fall in
You say “slow,” but your eyes say “ven”
Girl, decide it
Say “no quiero perder,” but forget that I bleed
We both scared to take the shot
But this just a game, oh
Mi amor
Why you texting like you love but you acting like you don’t?
Saying “come through, baby,” then you switch
Mi amor
If you want it, just say so
If you’re scared, then let me know
Hiding feelings in emojis
Mami, con tu corazón
If you fall, I’ll catch you, mami te lo juro
If you fall, I’ll catch you, mami te lo juro
If you fall, I’ll catch you, mami te lo juro
Say “no quiero perder,” but forget that I bleed
We both scared to take the shot
But this just a game, oh
Mi amor
Why you texting like you love but you acting like you don’t?
Saying “come through, baby,” then you switch
Mi amor
If you want it, just say so
If you’re scared, then let me know
Hiding feelings in emojis
Mami, con tu corazón
Con tu corazón
Con tu corazón
Con tu corazón
Only thing in the way es tu propio miedo
Only thing in the way es tu propio miedo
Hit you up, tú me sigues, then you fade otra vez
We keep dancing in the middle
Never choosing the end
Hit you up, tú me sigues, then you fade otra vez
We keep dancing in the middle
Never choosing the end
Mi amor
Annotation
You hit me up like “oye, what you doing?” at 2 a.m.
(Qur’an 49:6) “If a messenger comes to you with news, verify it.”
(Luke 6:45) “Out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks.”
(Tao Te Ching 33) “Knowing others is intelligence.”
(Serat Wulangreh) Wektu wengi iku wates antara niat lan kebutuhan.
Acting like you don’t know I’ve been waiting again
(Qur’an 2:263) “A kind word is better than charity followed by hurt.”
(Proverbs 13:12) “Hope deferred makes the heart sick.”
(Bhagavad Gita 2.62) “From attachment comes longing.”
(Serat Wedhatama) Ngenteni tanpa kepastian iku laku sing paling abot.
You say you miss me, pero siempre con calma
(Qur’an 3:159) “Had you been harsh, they would have dispersed from you.”
(1 John 3:18) “Love not in word or speech, but in truth and action.”
(Tao Te Ching 9) “Holding back is wiser than excess.”
(Serat Centhini) Tresna alus ora ateges ora ana.
Come close to me, next minute no te llama
(Qur’an 61:2–3) “Why say what you do not do?”
(James 1:8) “A double-minded man is unstable.”
(Tripitaka Dhp 1) “Mind precedes all things.”
(Serat Wedhatama) Cedhak adoh iku penyakit atine bocah cinta.
You type “don’t catch feelings,” then drop a pic that got me kneeling
(Qur’an 33:70) “Speak words directed to truth.”
(Proverbs 4:23) “Guard your heart.”
(Dhammapada 349) “Desire binds the world.”
(Serat Wulangreh) Godaan luwih cepet tinimbang logika.
You play cute, you play cold
(Qur’an 4:135) “Stand firm for justice.”
(Revelation 3:16) “Because you are lukewarm…”
(Zhuangzi 2) “All distinctions are blurred in the pivot of Dao.”
(Serat Wedhatama) Anget adhem ora dadi arah.
You play both sides like you don’t know
(Qur’an 2:11–12) “They say: We are only peacemakers, but they are corrupters.”
(Matthew 6:24) “No one can serve two masters.”
(Bhagavad Gita 18.37) “Sweet first, bitter later.”
(Serat Kalatidha) Wong loro ati ora nemu dalan.
You be like “dónde estás?” knowing you ain’t pulling up
(Qur’an 49:10) “Believers reconcile.”
(Proverbs 26:23) “Smooth words conceal.”
(Tao Te Ching 38) “High talk, low virtue.”
(Serat Wedhatama) Pitakon kosong ora butuh jawaban.
But I still reply, yeah, that’s the stupid part of love
(Qur’an 12:87) “Do not despair.”
(1 Corinthians 13:7) “Love believes all things.”
(Zhuangzi 18) “The heart is easily moved.”
(Serat Centhini) Tresna nggawe wong pinter dadi lali.
You pull back, I step in / You go ghost, I fall in
(Qur’an 94:5–6) “With hardship comes ease.”
(Song of Solomon 3:1) “I sought him but found him not.”
(Bhagavad Gita 2.70) “Unmoved by ebb and flow.”
(Serat Wedhatama) Tarik ulur iku joged rasa.
You say “slow,” but your eyes say “ven”
(Qur’an 2:187) “They are garments for you, and you for them.”
(Proverbs 20:27) “The spirit searches the heart.”
(Tao Te Ching 70) “My words are easy to understand, yet no one understands.”
(Serat Dewa Ruci) Mata luwih jujur tinimbang lambe.
Girl, decide it
(Qur’an 39:18) “Those who listen, then follow the best.”
(Joshua 24:15) “Choose this day.”
(Tripitaka AN 3.65) “Intention is karma.”
(Serat Wedhatama) Ragu iku ujian sing ora perlu suwé.
Say “no quiero perder,” but forget that I bleed
(Qur’an 2:286) “No soul burdened beyond its capacity.”
(Psalm 38:17) “I am ready to fall.”
(Bhagavad Gita 6.32) “See yourself in others.”
(Serat Kalatidha) Wong loro padha wedi kalah.
We both scared to take the shot / But this just a game
(Qur’an 3:159) “Consult, then decide.”
(Ecclesiastes 11:4) “Whoever watches the wind will never sow.”
(Tao Te Ching 64) “A journey of a thousand miles begins beneath your feet.”
(Serat Wulangreh) Wedi kalah ora nggawe menang.
Mi amor… Why you texting like you love but acting like you don’t?
(Qur’an 49:13) “We made you into nations to know one another.”
(1 John 4:18) “Perfect love casts out fear.”
(Zhuangzi 6) “Words are for concealment as much as clarity.”
(Serat Wedhatama) Ati jujur kalah karo ketakutan.
If you want it, just say so / If you’re scared, then let me know
(Qur’an 5:8) “Be just; it is nearer to righteousness.”
(Proverbs 24:26) “An honest answer is a kiss.”
(Bhagavad Gita 3.30) “Act without fear.”
(Serat Centhini) Kejujuran iku obat tresna.
Hiding feelings in emojis
(Qur’an 3:29) “Allah knows what is hidden.”
(Proverbs 21:2) “Every way seems right in one’s own eyes.”
(Tao Te Ching 56) “Those who know do not speak.”
(Serat Wedhatama) Simbol ora nyalur rasa.
Mami, con tu corazón
(Qur’an 8:24) “Respond when called.”
(Luke 12:34) “Where your treasure is, your heart will be.”
(Bhagavad Gita 10.20) “I am the Self in the heart.”
(Serat Dewa Ruci) Ati iku papan nyebut jenengmu dhewe.
Only thing in the way es tu propio miedo
(Qur’an 2:195) “Do good; do not throw yourselves into destruction.”
(Job 3:25) “What I fear comes upon me.”
(Tao Te Ching 13) “Fear is the cost of selfhood.”
(Serat Wedhatama) Wedi sing mbatesi uripmu dhewe.
We keep dancing in the middle / Never choosing the end
(Qur’an 13:11) “Allah does not change a people until they change themselves.”
(Revelation 3:11) “Hold fast what you have.”
(Tripitaka SN 12.2) “Dependent arising.”
(Serat Kalatidha) Tansah nang tengah ora bakal tekan ngarep.
Credits
Written by Tovan Alldino
Produced, Mixed, and Mastered by Tovan
Marketed by Dimulti Music